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Stop telling me its going to be okay

Updated: Aug 28, 2019



Erik and Brittani, Best Friends

Erik,

I'm struggling so bad.. How the hell do I accept this? How do I continue to live without feeling guilty you're not? My best friend, my brother I miss you terribly.

Every night I stand out in my driveway because that's the last place I saw you when I got back from CO and I just talk to the sky like a crazy person,

I feel like my chest is shaking on the inside, my whole body gets tense and I feel paralyzed.

I love you so much "bestfran," I feel you when I need you most, you're in my heart forever.

BR

Brittani is a guest blogger. She is a part of the My Marvelous Journey family and Erik's best friend.

#life #death #memories #ErikHoxie #emotions

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